Gratitude

Each day I wake up with blissful & grateful feeling, I hope it stays this way, or in a better one. Thank you. :)

Random updating

Hehehe, start my blog post with a little guilty inside. Am just wasting my time to scroll on other's blog instead of spending my time to do revision for upcoming midterm test. 

I was imagining, one day everything will be fine. There's no more worries, no more pain & sorrow. Achieve what's in my wishlist because there are still a lot that need to be ticked off. 



One day I'll be where I wanted to be. Not the place, but the value. 

New chapter of life

I'm gonna step into a new chapter of my life real soon. Somehow I still feel lost at this moment, I doubted did I made the right decision?

Just read through an essay this morning, it's about 'The 10 Reasons Why No One Knows What They're Doing in Their 20's'. The feeling is so 'meh' while I'm reading.
fyi: I define the word 'meh' as undescribable  feeling, sort of helpless feeling.

I'm not really scared to adapt into a new learning environment, I'm not scared to make a bunch of new friends, in fact, I'm ready myself to meet a bunch of awesome new friends. But I really afraid of moving out from my house, my home. Though it's not now, but soon or later, I'll need to survive in a new place without seeing those familiar faces everyday, nagging by them often, sleeping in my princess room every night. So insecure feeling, and I don't really like this feeling. I'm a very homesick person, like seriously. Still remember that once I went for outstation due to working, for 7 days I cannot back home. The moment I received the call from my mum my tears are dropping out from my eyes & my mum was so worried about me, kept asking me whether what had happened. Haha, so funny as now I reflecting back the conversation & the scene. My colleagues were all there, quite malu hahaha. 

I was told that everyone needs to step out from our comfort zone in order to grow, just another lesson to learn in our life. Guess one day I'll understand this principle. And as for why I mentioned that I'm afraid of making a wrong decision. That's because the course I applied is not the first place in my mind, although I'm quite interested with it. 

Too many to consider, sigh...... I need some guidance. Am feeling so 'MEH' right now.

Just some personal feelings

Concealing feeling is just not my type of thing. I frequently share my stories to other, no matter it's happiness or sadness one. And this is because I believe people will share their joy too.

But in life, everyone seems like used to hide their real personality in order to avoid getting hurt by others. Telling the truth seems like just what a fool will exactly did.

I often wonder, is that I 入世未深? Those who I thought I could believe, they broke the credit. At the end, there was a thick wall built up between us. Throwing tantrum is definitely not a smart choice, silence is golden at the moment.

In real life, those who are good looking always enjoy the special treatment while some others are really putting effort on work. In fact, I think this is uncompromising. People tend to look things from surface no matter how good or how bad the personality you were hiding inside. And how you define the word 'pretty' or 'handsome'? Everyone is special. No?

As I veining all about this, I do actually know & understand that there are uncountable different personality in human, just it's yet to discover. Well, I still believing, no one is perfect, but everyone is unique. The difference between our thinking & values might probably brought us closer, just as if you learn to tolerate & communicate in a correct way.

All these are just some of my personal thought that came into my mind last night before I fall asleep.
Giver & taker, which character do you prefer? :)

Sunday

It's Sunday, again.

People used to say Sunday is the beginning of the week, but as for me, I think that Sunday is the end of the whole week.

Know what? I still remember that we used to stick together lazily on a Sunday afternoon. 

Just both of us, stay together.
But those days are gone.




Was falling so hard this time.

Voyage

One day, I'll be there.

With the one I love, step on the land of countries. 

Breathing in the fresh air,

holding a cup of hot chocolate.

Talking about dream. 

One day, I'll be there.

In the big somewhere out there.

♥

p/s: I believed that people will eventually get what they want if they are insisted enough.

Can you please go away? Pimples

As my friend would know that my pimples popped out non stop on my right cheek surface since last year Sept and I thought it would be okay as time goes by. But I was so wrong! My pimples had followed me for the whole year and somehow it keeps growing, this is seriously getting me mad!

I've tried many ways/products just to get rid of it, but till now I still haven't found the best way/product. I drink a lot of water everyday yet it still couldn't cure. Recently one of my friend has recommend me of a product:

Estée Lauder Nutritious Radiant Vitality 2-in-1 Foam Cleanser 

Use it two ways: Morning and night, it works as a gentle foaming cleanser. At night, once a week (or as needed), let it work for 2 minutes as a deep purifying mask. MYR110.00

Anyone has used this product before? I've did some online research of the product, most of them were commenting about the product is not suitable for those who having dry skin despite it was stated there it's suitable for all skin. By the way I'm not sure whether my skin is dry/oily skin?

Besides that, my cousin is currently working at Dermalogica. She introduced some products to me either but most of their product were a little costly for me. Below is the products that she recommended:

1. Dermalogica Barrier Repair

For repairing immunity system. MYR183.00

2. Dermalogica Medibac Overnight Clearing Gel

Creates a shield against environmental assault to help prevent further damaging assaults. And it is actually for pimples face like me. MYR198.00

Bet everyone wanna have smooth skin and no one would like to have so many pimples on their face, especially for girls. I tried drinking collagen, it works in a slow way but it's too costly to continue consume it everyday. Money is burning too fast. 

p/s: Need to get more online review about the products before purchase, I don't wanna waste money anymore as I really tried out & spent a lot on my face. :'( 

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